well...I thought May would be this relaxing month... Plus me still having the holiday mood... but I was wrong... Majorly busy... Like I have this presentation on Thursday... It has to be perfect.. I mean the design and the presenting... apparently if I dun do it well... then I am gonna be like in big big trouble... if for example... I dun get to my teacher's expectations in my design work, that's it man... he is so gonna tear it in my face... Not that I will feel sad or anything but apparently just getting ready for that presentation costs a lot of money!!! I mean it's so silly.. like why in the world do we have this presentation?? probably to make us feel confident or completely humiliated in front of all the teachers', HOD, department head and the next class.. I mean the whole thing is just like major humiliation class.. Unless that person cries and runs out.. now that is seriously very mean...
But in the end all of us have to face the facts... mebbe presenting will just build me up.. or encourage me to do better but u know I have to think creative.. I dun wanna make a complete fool out of myself... I will handle the critics well.. and I will try hard to hold back that tears of mine... Hopefully they dun roll down my cheeks halfway his talking.. yeah have to really have confidence and brave!!! So if he actually tears it in my face, I will just stare at him... and just walk out... Let's hope it stays that way!!!
